Video: The Loneliest Girl In the World

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Vidder: Kitty
Title: The Loneliest Girl In The World
Genre: AU, Angst, Drama
Song/Artist: "The Loneliest Girl in the World" by The Cary Brothers
Characters/Pairings: Jared Padalecki as Sam, the storyteller. Avril Lavigne as the lonely girl.
Software: Sony Vegas
Summary: AU, "You are the loneliest girl in the world And I just want to make it go away." 
Download: WMV (Windows), M4V (MAC)
Streaming: Vimeo (password: kittyvids)

A thousand thanks to thandiefor being such a great help and inspiration. After considering to throw this vid into the trash, I wouldn't have picked this video up or finished it, if it wasn't for her.

Notes:

This song is so much love. Actually any Cary Brothers song is love. One day, I was listening to this song and immediately thought about how Avril lavigne could be the lonely girl. The idea came from her acting scenes in music videos. Plus this song somewhat relates to her past relationships with guys. You all know avril's angsty songs. If you don't, take a listen, they are my favorites from her.

Don't ask me how I got the idea to throw in mr. padalecki. I seem to have this idea stuck inside me to stick him in any video I can. In this vid, he is not mr. padalecki, he is mr. winchester. Sam, the lonely boy writing a story about a lonely girl. Makes sense? Why wouldn't he? He's intelligent enough to write a story, and somewhat about something that relates to his personal life.. I'm sure he feels at this point like he can't have love or a good relationship that doesn't end bad.

There is nothing supernatural in this story. This is about real life. What is now actually happening in my cousins life with her relationships. Actually for her, it's been going on for several years. So when I watch this, I can literally picture my cousin, the lonely girl. The lonely girl always has the guys leave her, but she doesn't know why? She doesn't understand what she did wrong? So she has mixed feelings that leave her very confused and frustrated. "and tonight, you'd fall for anyone" - she hooks up with a guy just to feel loved again. After losing someone who she loved more than anything, she feels like the next guy will just be a whatever, maybe she'll like them enough to end up loving him. But when it keeps happening over and over again, where they guy keeps leaving.. That leaves the thought of "There must be something wrong with me or Am I doing something wrong each time?" Towards the end of the video, I wanted to show the lonely girl seeing other people in love around her, and it overwhelms her that she just feels like the next thing to do is to run away. There is a few scenes of her crying and crying after she secretely watches this one couple, I wanted to show her thinking about her past love.. 

That's pretty much it. This was just a little experiment I wanted to try out.